The Greatest Weekend

“Today is Maundy Thursday, a sacred day remembered by Christians around the world. As I reflect on its meaning, I feel deeply inspired to write a note unto the Lord with a heart full of gratitude. This holy weekend reminds me of the greatest demonstration of love, sacrifice, and redemption in human history. Truly, this is the most significant and powerful weekend in the Christian calendar — a time to remember His love, His sacrifice, and the hope we have because of Him.”

“Maundy Thursday, also known as Holy Thursday, is observed during Passion Week, one day before Good Friday. It marks the day Jesus shared the Passover meal with His disciples, a moment that also preceded His betrayal and arrest. Growing up, I was blessed to be part of a Christian community where Maundy Thursday was deeply honoured. We would gather reverently to partake in Holy Communion, remembering His sacrifice and love. Today, I thank God for this spiritual foundation that was planted in my life, a foundation that continues to shape my faith, my values, and my walk with Him.”

“Yet, I believe God is leading me into a deeper and greater revelation of Maundy Thursday, Good Friday, and Easter. More than just traditions I grew up with, I sense He is inviting me to understand the true depth of His love, His sacrifice, and His victory. Indeed, this is the greatest and most powerful weekend in the Christian calendar — a divine story of redemption that continues to transform lives, including mine.”

“As I was writing this note, I found myself praying, Lord, show me Your ways. I want to experience You more deeply in this season. In that quiet moment of reflection, the Lord brought my heart back to the bread and the wine — the powerful reminder found in Holy Communion. I was reminded of that sacred moment when Jesus instituted the Lord’s Supper (Luke 22:19–20), inviting His disciples into a covenant of remembrance. Communion is not merely a ritual, but a profound ordinance of the Church — a living testimony of His sacrifice, His love, and His unending grace. Through the bread and the cup, we are reminded that His body was broken and His blood was poured out so that we may have life.”

“As I reflected on Luke 22:19–20, I began to see Communion not just as a practice, but as an invitation. Jesus took the bread, gave thanks, broke it, and said, ‘This is My body given for you; do this in remembrance of Me.’ Then He took the cup and declared, ‘This cup is the new covenant in My blood, which is poured out for you.’ In that moment, I realized this was more than a historical event — it was a personal call to remember His love, His suffering, and His sacrifice.

The bread speaks of a body broken for my restoration. The cup speaks of a covenant sealed by grace. Communion is not just something we take; it is something we enter into — a sacred encounter with the heart of God.”

In that moment, I felt the Lord reminding me that Maundy Thursday is not just about remembering an event, but about remembering a love so intentional that it chose the cross.

Maundy Thursday reminds me of intimacy — Jesus sitting with His disciples, knowing fully that betrayal was coming, yet choosing love.
Good Friday reminds me of sacrifice — a price paid that I could never afford.
Easter reminds me of victory — that suffering never has the final word.

This holy weekend is not just the biggest weekend in the Christian calendar. It is the greatest demonstration of love, redemption, and hope.

As I prayed, Lord, show me Your ways, I sensed Him saying gently in my heart:
Do not just observe this season… enter into it.

To see the bread not just as bread, but as His body given.
To see the cup not just as wine, but as a covenant of grace.
To see the cross not just as suffering, but as love in its fullest expression.

I realize now that Communion is power. It is remembrance. It is surrender. It is relationship.

And in this season, my prayer is simple:
Lord, let me not just remember what You did…
Let me experience who You are.”

“Let us reflect together on the deeper significance of the bread and the cup.”

Bread — Jesus took the bread and said it was His body given for us, asking us to do this in remembrance of Him. As I reflected on this, I began to understand it more deeply. What He symbolized on Maundy Thursday became reality on Good Friday, when His body was broken on the cross.

On that cross, a divine exchange took place. Jesus took our sins, our brokenness, and our shame upon Himself. In return, through His broken body, He gave us forgiveness, healing, and new life. The bread is no longer just a symbol to me — it is a reminder that His body was broken so that my life could be made whole.”**

Cup — After the supper, Jesus took the cup and said, ‘This cup is the new covenant in My blood.’ As I reflected on this, I realized that through His sacrifice, a divine shift took place. The old testament system of sacrifices was fulfilled through His death on the cross.Through His blood, Jesus established a new covenant — one built on grace, forgiveness, and restoration. The cup now reminds me that His sacrifice was complete, and through Him, we are brought into a new relationship with God.”

As I reflect on my own life, I see that my journey has truly been a walk of faith, with God gently and faithfully leading me through seasons of uncertainty, growth, and discovery. I am grateful that I am beginning to understand more deeply the power of the sacrifice Jesus made personally for me.

Yet in this reflection, I also saw something within my own heart. Without realizing it, I was still holding on to an Old Testament mindset — thinking that I needed to sacrifice more, do more, and prove myself before God could bless me. I thought my effort could earn what was already given through grace.

How wrong I was.

Slowly, the Lord began to show me that His love was never a reward for my performance, but a gift flowing from His finished work on the cross. His sacrifice was already complete. His grace was already sufficient. His love was already unconditional.

Today, my heart is filled with gratitude for this revelation. I no longer strive to earn His love — I choose to live from it. Not out of fear, but out of relationship. Not out of obligation, but out of gratitude. Not to gain His acceptance, but because I already have it through Christ.”**

“I pray that this Easter weekend will be a transformational encounter for you. Whatever season you may be walking through, may you experience the depth of God’s love like never before. For it is the revelation of the power of the cross that gives us strength, hope, and the boldness to carry the message of Christ wherever life takes us.”

Today I was invited to pray for someone who had suffered multiple stroke attacks. As I stood beside him, I became very aware of my own human limitations. Deep within, I felt I did not have the kind of faith that could immediately see him rise up and be completely restored physically.

But in that quiet moment, I told the Lord.

Instead of asking only for physical healing, my heart began to cry out, Lord, let him experience something supernatural. Let him feel Your love even in his weakness. Let Your presence fill that room. Let him encounter the transforming power of Christ in his life.Let him experience your kindness.

“To all who are reading this, I pray this Easter weekend will be a deeply transformational time in your life. May you be blessed as you draw closer to God in this sacred season. May the power of the cross renew your faith, the love of Christ fill your heart, and the hope of the resurrection carry you forward into your next season.”

Be blessed-R.J.JOHN

Thank you Lord

Often, in a world that moves so fast, we find ourselves constantly trying to catch up and achieve certain things in life. In that rush, we sometimes forget to pause and give thanks for the very breath we have—the precious gift of life that God has given to us.

Today I was moved to write to the Lord, saying, “Thank you, Lord.”I didn’t want to ask Him anything; I just wanted to thank God. God has been bringing me into new seasons lately. I don’t deny that it has been challenging and overwhelming for me personally. New skills are needed. New environment, new people, and definitely a new season. I felt discouraged, intimidated by the big giants around me, and silent fear started crawling in.”Every day I asked God, are you sure of me in this position. It isn’t easy. I felt it was challenging, but the Lord has been reminding me it was never about me.

I gave all the reasons to the Lord.” I can’t, Lord. I don’t have what it takes. I am not good at this. I do not have anybody to help in this. ”But the Holy Spirit reminded me it was never about my ability, but it was totally Him.

Many years ago, God planted a vision and a deep desire in my heart. At that time, the vision felt so vast and impossible that I did not feel confident enough to move forward. I questioned the calling and doubted the mandate that had been placed upon my life. I thought it was a delay, but the delay was actually a work in progress.

When I look back, I often wonder how I even reached this place in life. Truly, it is nothing but the grace of God. There were many moments when I felt like giving up—moments when discouraging voices tried to pull me down and make me doubt myself. Yet through it all, the Lord has been so incredibly good to me.

Time and again, He reminded me that His ways are different from mine. As the Scripture says, He chooses the weak to shame the wise. Looking back now, I see that it was never about my strength or ability, but about His grace sustaining me and His faithfulness carrying me through every season.

Through the years, God gently led me through different seasons—each one shaping me, stretching me, and teaching me lessons I could never have learned otherwise. Through every challenge and every waiting season, He was building perseverance within me.

Looking back now, I realize something powerful: the journey was never about having everything figured out. The key was simply obedience—taking one faithful step at a time, trusting that the God who placed the vision in my heart is also the One who will bring it to pass. ✨

Sometimes I ask myself what I am even doing. But there is a slight assurance within me reminding me that He is faithful.

Today, I drove to the beach just to spend a quiet moment with Him. Sometimes I need to step away from the noise and busyness of life to simply talk to God. As I worshipped by the shore, I heard a gentle whisper from the Holy Spirit:

“You have what it takes for the new season.”

In that moment, something shifted within me. The intimidation and insecurity began to lift, and a sense of peace replaced the burden I had been carrying.

God has been faithful throughout my life. And today I made a quiet decision in my heart—to let go, and let God take the lead in this new season.

Deep within my heart, I sensed that this new season was not just about my personal life. It was something far greater—woven into His ministry through my life, my career, my family, and my own journey of growing closer to the Lord.

There was a quiet yet powerful conviction rising within me that God was ushering me into a new season He had been preparing me for all along. In the stillness of my heart, it felt as though He was gently whispering,

“It’s time, R.J.”

A time to rise, to trust Him more deeply, and to step forward with faith into the purpose He has been shaping in my life.This verse came close to me during this reflective moment with the Lord.

Proverbs chapter 31 :25-26 (NLT)

”She is clothed with strength and dignity, and she laughs without fear of the future. When she speaks, her words are wise, and she gives instructions with kindness.”

I am a simple girl from a small town with big dreams and desires for the Lord.I am not exactly sure where this is going to lead me,but the Lord reminded me today the key is obedience.I didnt want to ask Him much,but I decided to just say thank you for this privilege of being His precious daughter and I asked the Lord to lead me through.

I told myself that in this season, I must learn to say no—to gently push away distractions and remain focused on the calling He has placed upon my life. I made a conscious decision to draw closer to the Lord and ask Him to lead me through every step of this journey.

His grace is truly sufficient for me. And so I remind myself each day to take life one day at a time, with a heart filled with gratitude, knowing that He is the Alpha and the Omega of my life—the One who began this journey and the One who will faithfully bring it to completion.

Eagle it is.

Today I got a call from a good brother of mine. He reminded me, “RJ, you need to pray about this matter.”

I was a little disturbed these last few days, as I am not sure what I need to do. I guess when it comes to relationships or commitment, I am not good at this.

Let me share you all my story. I have assumed I will be single, and I didn’t have to worry about getting a partner for myself. I believe I am afraid of commitment. I had that wish before. Things didn’t work out the way I wanted. So, I let go of the feeling. I told God, if it’s meant to be, let it be.

With time, I let go of the desire and surrendered to the Lord. At every family event or gathering, everyone will ask me.”RJ, when are you settling down?”Back in my mind, there would be so many questions. I am not sure how to tell them, I don’t see myself with anyone. There are a lot of insecurities within me, I guess.”

I was writing this note. The image of an eagle came to my mind. I believe the Holy Spirit is moving me to write on this. Eagles in the Bible ( Hebrew : nesher) symbolize God’s power and freedom. They also show His protective care over His people. They often represent strength and renewal.

I was moved to write on three main key points on Eagles.

Eagles do not flock together.
There is something set apart about them. Unlike other birds, eagles do not move in crowds. They rise above the ordinary, often flying higher than the rainclouds, choosing altitudes that others cannot reach. Eagles are created with a distinct purpose—they are not easily swayed by what happens around them, but remain focused on their mission. This truth has been stirring something deep within me. Many years ago, my encounter with the Lord transformed me from the inside out. Yet, transformation is not a moment—it is a journey. There were seasons of growth, refining, and becoming. And deep in my heart, I know there is still so much more to be done for the Kingdom. Somewhere along the way, distractions crept in, and fear held me back from taking the next step. I realized I don’t move through life the way others do—and for a long time, I questioned why. I remember sitting in my home church, quietly asking, “Abba, why can’t I just be like the others? Why can’t I live a ‘normal’ life—get married, have children, have a family, and a husband who takes care of me?”

    Instead, my life seemed to be filled with everything else—calling, responsibility, service—while the idea of building a family of my own felt distant or unclear. Today, the Holy Spirit gently reminded me: I am an eagle. That is why I don’t flock together. That is why I don’t blend in.

    Perhaps God has plans that I do not yet fully understand. And that’s okay. Faith is not about having all the answers—it is about trusting the One who does. I am learning, still learning, to walk this journey of faith with surrender, courage, and obedience—one step at a time.

    Eagles are known for their boldness and courage.
    In this season, the Holy Spirit is reminding me to be courageous—to stretch beyond my familiar limits. The Lord is calling me not to settle for the status quo, but to rise higher and become more than I ever believed I was capable of.

    Just yesterday, I was in a training session that left me completely drained late at night, and yet I had to report to work early the next morning. In that moment, I realised I am already operating beyond my usual strength. But to move further in life, I know I must be willing to push even more.

    I have made a firm decision: this year is my year of giant leaps. It is a year to step out of comfort, to make bold and sometimes uncomfortable decisions, and to trust God beyond what feels safe. I sense deeply that this is the season where important decisions must be made—decisions that will shape the next chapter of my life.Like the eagle, I choose to rise—strengthened not by my own power, but by the grace of God that carries me higher.Eagle people are seen as visionaries, those who are seekers and who are willing to push the limits of self-discovery and personal freedom. The eagle person is a born leader.

    Isaiah 40:31 (NIV)

    ”But those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength.They will soar on wings like eagles;they will run and not grow weary,they will walk and not be faint.”

    As I paused to reflect on what I should write for the third point about an eagle, the Holy Spirit gently whispered within me, “I will bring you an eagle as Your partner.” I was taken aback for a moment, unsure whether this was my own imagination or something deeper. I sat with the thought quietly, allowing my heart to settle. Then, in that stillness, the Holy Spirit gently prompted me again—not to analyse, not to question prematurely, but simply to continue writing the third point. In that moment, I realised that some revelations are not meant to be fully understood immediately, but entrusted to God and unfolded in His time.

    Eagles intentionally care for their young.

    As I reflected on this, I realised that despite being far larger and stronger than most birds, eagles possess an extraordinary capacity for care. Their strength does not make them distant or harsh; instead, it becomes a source of covering and protection. As I was writing then, I realised my future partner would have characteristics of an eagle.”Interesting, huh, how the Lord unfolds his revelations in one single note.” An eagle’s power is expressed not through dominance, but through presence—hovering, guarding, and providing safety for its young. This reminds me that true strength is revealed in how one nurtures, protects, and creates a secure space for growth.

    Deuteronomy 32:11 (NIV)”Like an eagle that stirs up its nest and hovers over its young,that spreads its wings to catch them and carries them aloft…..”

    Prayer for today: ” Abba, thank you for the revelations that you have given me through this note today.I pray for all my readers who are at different seasons in life,that they may see the eagle in them to soar higher than their usual limits because You are the Lord of their life. And thank you Lord for bringing me a husband and family that is right for me because we are called to do great things for your Kingdom.Thank you Lord for bringing me a husband that will fly with me or probably stand strong with me when I am learning to soar. Amen.

    Life begins at 40

    Today, I took a quiet moment to thank God for the gift of 2026. Having been entrusted with a new posting and greater responsibilities, I became aware of the weight that comes with this season. Alongside the excitement, there was also a subtle sense of insecurity within me.

    In that stillness, the Holy Spirit gently whispered, “The Lord who has brought you this far will surely bring you further.”

    Those words settled my heart.

    I responded in prayer, telling the Lord that more than anything else, I long for a deeper, more intimate knowing of Him in this season. As I step into new responsibilities, I am determined to fix my focus on Him alone—choosing to walk in obedience, trust, and dependence on the Holy Spirit, allowing Him to lead me each step of the way.

    I am someone who has big dreams and desires. Desires beyond my own capabilities, sometimes I ask the Lord why do I have such desires. But today, I decided to surrender these desires unto the Lord. I told the Holy Spirit to use me for His Kingdom.

    I am a simple girl from a small town, but I am convinced I am the child of the Most High God. Knowing the Lord Almighty with me gives me the assurance that I can do great things for His glory alone. I am so done living a life of struggle and striving. I am so done struggling through life. It is exhausting—mentally, emotionally, and spiritually.

    Today, I choose a different posture. I choose rest over resistance, trust over toil, surrender over survival. I choose to walk forward not burdened by striving, but carried by grace, led by faith, and sustained by His presence.

    Psalm 91:1 (ESV): “He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High will abide in the shadow of the Almighty.”

    Let us meditate on this verse together. Dwelling in the shelter of the Most High reminds us that our strength and safety are found in continually abiding in His presence. Dwelling is not a one-time visit—it is a daily choice, a posture of the heart.

    In the busyness of life, when our schedules are full and our priorities compete for attention, we often forget the importance of remaining in Him. Yet this verse gently calls us back. It reminds us that there is power in dwelling—when we choose to dwell in Him, we naturally come under the shadow of the Almighty.

    To dwell in His presence is to live covered, protected, and sustained. It is there, in the quiet place with Him, that we find rest, direction, and renewed strength.

    Whose shadow are we abiding in today?
    Are we living under the shadow of our own human strength, limitations, and understanding—or are we choosing to abide in the shadow of the Almighty?

    I thank the Holy Spirit for the Word that He has released to me through this note today.

    When we walk into a place filled with chaos, whose shadow are we bringing?
    Are we carrying our own human shadow—marked by fear, striving, and limitation—or are we bringing the shadow of the Almighty?

    This is not something we can produce through human strength or effort. It is only made possible through the power of the Holy Spirit. And that power flows from one place alone: our willingness to abide in His shelter.

    The measure of His shadow we carry is directly connected to the depth of our abiding. The more we dwell in His presence, the more His peace, authority, and covering are released through us—especially in places of chaos.

    Friends, don’t look for shelter outside. It is within you. Take time to reflect on this verse, journey through Christ, and watch what the Lord has done and will continue doing for you in 2026.

    Two years ago, when I was 39—standing on the threshold of turning 40—I had the opportunity to meet John Hannah, a renowned speaker and prophet of God. That encounter left a deep and lasting imprint on my spirit.

    He shared powerfully on the importance of being continually filled with the presence of God. I still remember his sermon so clearly—the imagery of dwelling in God’s presence, moving from the ankle, to the knee, to the waist. His message was simple yet profound: never stop at one level. Do not settle. Keep going deeper. Always be filled with the Holy Spirit.

    One statement he made has stayed with me ever since: “Life begins at 40.” He shared how his own ministry, his family life, and the fullness of his calling truly unfolded after 40. That word resonated deeply within me—not as a timeline, but as an invitation to deeper surrender, greater filling, and renewed purpose.

    Looking back now, I see how the Lord was already preparing my heart—to dwell, to go deeper, and to trust that the best is not behind me, but ahead, in Him.

    When I look back now, I realize how true those words were. Life truly began to shift when I turned 40. And as I continue to journey through my forties, I can sense that I am stepping into a season of renewal and rejuvenation. I cannot fully explain it, but there is a quiet certainty within my spirit—a fresh strength, a deeper clarity, and a renewed purpose. In these moments, I am reminded of what was spoken years ago: life begins at 40. And now, I see it unfolding, not as a coincidence, but as God’s appointed timing.

    Abba Father, I surrender this decade—and the decades to come—fully into Your hands.
    Let them be seasons lived for Your glory alone: every step guided by You, every breath reflecting Your grace, and every victory returning honor back to You.

    May the fruit of this surrender extend beyond my life, touching generations to come. Let my obedience today become a testimony for my family and a legacy of faith for those who come after me, all for Your glory.

    Anyone who would like to check John Hannah Ministries. Check the website below.

    https://johnfhannah.com

    With Pastor John Hannah.September 2024 at Kingdom City Conference Malaysia

    My Butterfly Year: 2026

    Last weekend, when I was in church,I was just moved to go in front for prayers.That moment I didn’t want to ask anything,but I wanted to just thank God for 2026.It was the first Sunday of 2026.

    As I stood at the front, I quietened myself while waiting for someone to pray for me. An unexplainable peace settled over me, and I could deeply sense the love of God in that moment. When the lead pastor came to me and asked, “Sister, what would you like me to pray for?” I replied softly, “Pastor, I just want to thank God for 2026.”

    He released a prayer of blessing upon me thanking God together with me at that time for 2026.” There will be favor upon you.”That moment I felt the presence of God so intensely. I just knew 2026 is my year of testimonies.

    I am a medical doctor by profession.Recently, I received my new work placement and a promotion. This became the first testimony for which I wanted to thank God. I am reporting to my new posting in the second week of 2026. While many are posted far from home, I was placed exactly where I had hoped to be.

    Abba, ”I thank You.”

    This week, my heart is also full of gratitude for the Seremban Connect family. Connect is our small community within Kingdom City Church. We gather fortnightly, and I do my best to be present every time. These gatherings have quietly sustained me. Week after week, they have kept me anchored—through the fellowship, the sharing, and the Word. In that safe space, I have experienced growth, healing, and a deepening of my walk with God.

    Yesterday, my regional leader prayed over me as I prepared to step into a new place of work. As his prayer unfolded, he released a word over my life—that a new season was opening for me and my family. The anointing was tangible; I felt it deeply within my spirit. Then he spoke with certainty, “This is just the beginning.”

    I am deeply grateful for this support group that has shaped me into who I am today. I came in broken and weary, unsure of myself. Yet through consistent prayer, gentle encouragement, and faithful friendships, I was sustained and rebuilt—week by week, moment by moment.

    For a season, it felt as though I was hidden. It was like being a caterpillar within the cocoon—being formed in silence and strengthened in surrender. Now, I know that season has passed. I am no longer waiting. I have emerged as a butterfly. I am already in flight, moving in freedom, purpose, and grace. I am carried by all that God has done within me.

    Yesterday felt like a divine coincidence. It was Social Connect, and our group had planned a barbecue gathering. Ironically—and beautifully—it also happened to be my last working day in my district before I move to my new posting. Truly, God is never late and never early; He is always right on time.

    My Connect leader smiled and said, “You know what—this has turned into your farewell BBQ party in Seremban.” I laughed and replied, “Exactly.” What perfect timing.”

    I am grateful for all He has done for me.

    I whispered a silent prayer even as I am writing this note today. ”El Roi,go before me.This is my beginning.Go before me in everything what I do.As I fly,be the El Roi in my life, ”God who sees me”.

    Genesis 16:13 (NIV): “She gave this name to the LORD who spoke to her: ‘You are the God who sees me,’ for she said, ‘I have now seen the One who sees me”.

    There was a time when I felt like a caterpillar in the cocoon—out of sight, being shaped in silence. Those were not wasted days. El Roi saw the tears, the prayers whispered when no one else knew, the faith it took to simply keep showing up. He saw the becoming.El Roi saw me then. He sees me now. And He has gone before me into this new season.

    I just know 2026 is not just another year.

    It is my butterfly year—
    a year of overflow, favor, and testimonies—
    seen, sustained, and released by the God who sees me.

    Dear readers,humble request do keep me in prayer as I fly to where He brings me.Only by His Grace.

    Below is a picture of my Connect Family.Are you guys connected or looking for a cell group to grow your faith?Don’t do life alone.

    Drop me a text and I will connect you to a group closest to you.It doesn’t matter at all if you do not know Christ ,or you attend another church.Trust me in this.Try it and experience it yourself.

    To my Seremban Connect Family,thank you for shaping me for who I am today.Thank you for journeying life with me.Praise God.

    With my Connect Family
    With my regional leaders
    With my connect leaders and Host

    My Little Christmas Wish

    Today, I finally found the time to write down what has been in my heart this Christmas season.

    I grew up surrounded by Christmas traditions—Christmas trees, beautifully wrapped gifts, church services, and joyful family gatherings. That was what Christmas meant to me. Those moments shaped my childhood, and they filled the season with warmth and happiness. I have always loved the Christmas season.

    Yet as I grow and reflect, I realise that beyond the traditions and celebrations, there is a deeper meaning. It calls my heart back to its source. Christmas is not only about what we see or get, but about the greatest gift ever given—Jesus Christ Himself.

    But this year, something feels different. There is a quiet stirring in my heart—a sense that this Christmas season carries more than celebration. I know it is a season where the Lord is answering my prayers. Because of that, I find myself drawn to reflect and to write more about Christmas than ever before.

    This Christmas season, I am reminded that the greatest gift is not found under the tree. It is found in Jesus Christ Himself. He came down to earth as a sacrifice for us, out of pure love and grace.

    As I reflect, I realise that for many years I watched the nativity story of Mary and Joseph. I did so without truly understanding its depth. Only now do I see the weight of what Mary carried. It was not just the child. There was also the shame, the whispers, the misunderstanding, and the quiet humiliation that came before the miracle.

    Let us read the passage in Luke together.

    Luke chap 1 : 26-28 : In the sixth month of Elizabeth’s pregnancy, God sent the angel Gabriel to Nazareth, a town in Galilee, 27 to a virgin pledged to be married to a man named Joseph, a descendant of David. The virgin’s name was Mary. 28 The angel went to her and said, “Greetings, you who are highly favored! The Lord is with you.”

    When I was meditating on this passage, the Scriptures record that there was an angel who was sent to Mary. When I did further study on Mary, Mary was a young Jewish women living in Nazareth. This is a small and insignificant town in Galilee in the 1st century. She was chosen by God. The Bible doesn’t record the age of Mary. Yet, Biblical scholars believe she was between 12 and 16 years old. This is culturally normal where usually the Jewish women is betrothed shortly after puberty. So being so young, she was obedient. God entrusted her with an extraordinary calling. Pregnancy during betrothal could lead to public shame, rejection, or even death under Mosaic Law.

    But Mary chose obedience. I believe this is a very important part in this whole story of nativity. The result of obedience.

    Luke chap 1 : 38 : “I am the Lord’s servant,” Mary answered. “May your word to me be fulfilled.” Then the angel left her.

    Yet Mary chose obedience. She trusted God even when it cost her everything. She surrendered to His will, believing that His plan was greater than her pain. Through her “yes,” Jesus was born, and the world was forever changed.

    This story speaks to my heart, reminding me that God often works through our obedience, even when the path is difficult and unclear. Just as He did with Mary, He calls us to trust Him fully, knowing that His purposes are always good.

    Today, generations have passed since that holy night, yet we continue to celebrate Jesus Christ for who He is. He came not merely to be born, but to be given—to be the sacrifice for the world. “For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life” (John 3:16). God’s love for humanity was so great that redemption could come only through His Son.This is the heart of Christmas—not just a celebration of His birth, but the unfolding of God’s eternal plan of love, salvation, and grace for the world.

    This Christmas, I choose to pause and realign my heart. Amid the noise, the celebrations, and the busyness, I want to return to the true meaning of this season—Jesus Christ. I thank God for His goodness, His faithfulness, and His unfailing love.

    ”Lord, help me to keep You at the center of Christmas. Teach me to slow down, to reflect, and to spend time in Your presence. Draw my heart closer to Yours, that I may know You more deeply and walk in obedience, just as Mary did. May this season not only remind me of Your birth, but also renew my intimacy with You.” Amen.

    My Christmas wish this year is simple—I desire Abundance, Lord. When my sibling asked me, “What do you mean? Money?” my answer was no. Abundance is not just about finances. It comes as a whole package—peace that anchors the heart, purpose that gives direction, love that restores, and the deep assurance of God’s presence.

    My Christmas wish this season is simple, Lord. I long to experience the life of abundance You promised—“I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full” (John 10:10). As I renew and deepen my intimacy with You, draw me closer to Your heart. Help me to walk daily in Your presence, filled with Your peace, Your purpose, and Your unfailing love. Amen

    Merry Christmas, Folks!

    Do check out this song below .Beautiful lyrics.

    The Bird and the Cage

    Today I was with my loved one. We were praying together. As I prayed for her, an image of a bird escaping from its cage became so vivid in my spirit. I realized it was the Holy Spirit talking to me. I needed to pen down this experience in a note for her.

    I always believed the Lord speaks to me through these notes. I was always convinced as I pen down these encounters. It is not just the Lord speaking to me. In return, it is used for the glory of God for my readers.

    I was asking the Lord. ”What does the bird being escaped from the cage mean? I see the bird flying out, in fact.

    The Holy Spirit whispered.”Pen down, R.J.I will explain to you.”

    I was excited. As I wrote this note, I felt the presence of the Holy Spirit so real in me. I just knew it was going to be a great experience.

    In the Bible, as we read Psalm 124:7 (NIV) We have escaped like a bird from the fowler’s snare; the snare has been broken, and we have escaped.

    I would like to draw your attention to three key words in this verse above.

    Bird

    Broken

    Escaped

    Most often, we have become like birds trapped in our own cage. Birds here refers to the person or the soul. The very person will have the thought of being caged for years. It can be strongholds, traps of evil, or maybe just demonic thoughts that have been built over the years.

    We are stuck in a situation we never wanted. We find it so difficult to come out of it. But as I meditated on the Scripture above, I was reminded of the bird. It has escaped from the fowler’s snare.

    The second keyword I would like to emphasize on is the word broken.

    In other words, the snare has been broken and the bird escaped.

    This snare can be closely related to afflictions. It can also be tied to sins, thought systems, and patterns of life. These elements entangle and imprison people.

    But it is broken today. You would experience a form of total deliverance from the situation that has ensnared you from the very beginning. The same relationship or situation that has made you stuck would be used for His glory.

    Genesis chap 18 : 14

    14 Is anything too hard for the Lord? I will return to you at the appointed time next year, and Sarah will have a son.”

    When we dwell deeper on this verse, it reveals that Sarah was about 90 years old at that time. The promise came to her that she would conceive. I can so imagine herself, probably she has been in her own cage for years, thinking she would never conceive. Scripture has also stated that Sarah was barren. It was a lie she had accepted until the very cage was broken. Once it had been broken, Sarah was able to be totally free. At 90 years old, and with Abraham close to 100 years old, she was able to conceive. In other words, her advanced age did not prevent her from bearing a child.

    Are you someone here who feels such?

    Maybe you aren’t happy with a situation that took place in your life.

    Maybe it was not your original plan. But the mess got bigger and bigger. Suddenly, you find no way out. You feel trapped in the same circle of life.

    Or you just feel stuck and no progress. Or maybe there is progress, but there is no inner joy.

    You may not realize it, but you have been taking control of your own life. You do this with your own mathematics and logical thinking. Yet, remember it is the Lord who holds you in His palm. He would never leave you in the cage. When Jesus is in your life, the cage has to break. That’s how it works.

    The devil loves to plant thoughts of evil in our mind that reminds us God is not with us.

    It is totally the lie of the enemy!

    I want to remind each of our readers here today

    Hebrews chap 13 : 5 says ” He will never leave you nor forsake you.”

    The bird escaped from the cage. I believe it is a prophecy for this sister. It is also a prophecy for anyone else who is reading this note today. In the final three months of 2025, there would be a season of supernatural overflow.

    ”You will experience freedom, and you will see things changing in your life. Like how the fowler’s snare was broken, the cage has been broken today. The favor of God is upon you and your generation, and you will see the manifestation of it. It is your season of breakthrough. A season to experience generational blessings, which is from Christ alone. Total freedom comes from resting in Christ. As you rest in His presence, you will experience this freedom. It has already been manifested. This is your season of increased glory.”Amen

    Not by Might,Not by Power,but by My Spirit

    I was meditating on this scripture today.

    Zechariah 4 : 6 : “Then he answered and spoke to me: ‘This is the word of the LORD to Zerubbabel: Not by might nor by power, but by My Spirit,’ says the LORD of hosts.”

    God delivered this message to Zerubbabel, the governor of Judah. At this moment, they were engaged with the lengthy and difficult task of rebuilding the temple. The verse reminded Zerubbabel that the temple would be completed only by the Power of the Holy Spirit. It was not to be accomplished by individual ability.

    Have you at times focused on your own individual ability to achieve something in life?

    Or maybe God has given you a vision and a dream. You are trying to get it to come to pass by your own individual ability?

    Friends, it doesn’t work that way.

    I wanted to dive deeper into the meaning of might, power, and spirit.

     MIGHT : Ischus (ἰσχύς)

    This Greek word signifies “might,” “strength,” or “ability,” and is often associated with the strength to accomplish something. 

    POWER : Dunamis (δύναμις):

    This term refers to a “power,” “miracle,” or “ability,” indicating inherent capacity for miraculous deeds and works.

    SPIRIT : Pneuma (πνεῦμα):

    This is the Greek word for “spirit,” “breath,” or “wind,” and in this context, it refers to the Holy Spirit of God.

    In summary, the verse emphasizes that God’s supernatural Spirit is the source of true strength and power. It surpasses any human effort or military might.

    When I was writing this note today, I was reminded of a divine experience. It was with the Holy Spirit when I was a medical student. I remember it was beyond midnight, when suddenly the windows of my room were wide open with strong wind. The strong wind woke me up.

    I felt a volume of breath blown deep into my spirit. I felt a spirit becoming so real in me. The voice was so real, SOPHIA. SOPHIA was blown into my ears.SOPHIA in Greek means the divine wisdom of God. Divine realities into the mystery of God. That experience was so real that no man can explain it. I believe that was the beginning of my personal encounters with the Holy Spirit.

    Since then, I have been writing for the Lord. Often, when I read back my own notes, I realize it is the Holy Spirit.

    Friends, have you had any dreams that are beyond your human ability? I do. But, sometimes I doubt the dream as I see my own circumstances in life.So many things look so, so impossible.But the desire and passion is so real in my Spirit and only the Lord knows the reality of it.

    Friends,have you experienced the same?

    Deep down, you know you can never do it. You come from a very simple family. You come from a troubled background.

    I have my own share of stories that only the Lord knows. Sometimes when I look back at my own life, I have come to learn something profound. It is the power of the Holy Spirit in me. I am a girl with big dreams for the Lord. When I see my dream that God has placed in my heart, I understand it is beyond my human ability. I can’t achieve it alone. It requires divine intervention.

    I realize that since then, the devil has been trying to quench the Holy Spirit in me. I struggled a lot with inferiority and insecurity. But the urge to go beyond my human ability is strong. I want to do something big for the Lord. This feeling is so real in my Spirit.

    Today, after many years, the Holy Spirit reminded me.

    ‘‘RJ, your source is me. The Holy Spirit. Stay connected to me. I will reveal to you the mystery of the Kingdom. The gift in you does not belong to you, but it belongs to the Lord. Everything that you do belongs to the Lord. People reading your notes will experience supernatural breakthroughs and miracles because it is powered by me, the Holy Spirit. I will bring you to nations. Watch me work. One thing I ask you to do is , stay connected to me, the Source.” says the Holy Spirit.”

    Tears started flowing down, as I felt the presence so real as I was writing this note today. I have been distracted. I am too focused on the noise around me. Because of this, I forget the Holy Spirit in me all the time.

    In the last quarter of 2025, I made up my mind to invest in myself in Spirit. What better way to invest than spending time with the Holy Spirit, my source. I believe this is the season of expansion, breakthroughs, and divine supernatural miracles.

    I am so done living a mediocre life. I am so done living based on my human ability. I want to continue leaning on this person, Holy Spirit. My prayer is , when men look at me, they see the power of the Holy Spirit in me.

    ”Abba, use me for your Kingdom. I refuse to live a mediocre life .I want to do BIG for your Kingdom. I thank you everywhere I go, I walk in the presence of God. I pray, Lord, this presence rubs off on each person that I can get in touch with. Use me as your voice in this generation. I surrender my whole life, my ministry, my family, my everything unto your altar. I thank you for this divine, supernatural presence in me.

    I thank you for this gift of Wisdom that you have given me by Grace. Make me a mouthpiece for you alone.I want to seek you like never before.” Amen

    Matthew chap 6 : 33 But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.

    The Fourth Person

    Yesterday, during church service, towards the end, a leader of the church came forth. He asked if there was anyone experiencing a difficult situation like the story of Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego. My hands lifted up automatically. He told one significant thing: there is a Fourth person in the fiery furnace.

    “I felt an instant urge to go home and dive deeper into this story.”

    Let us read this story from the Bible together.

    Daniel 3 : 16-20

    16 Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego replied to him, “King Nebuchadnezzar, we do not need to defend ourselves before you in this matter. 17 If we are thrown into the blazing furnace, the God we serve is able to deliver us from it, and he will deliver us[a] from Your Majesty’s hand. 18 But even if he does not, we want you to know, Your Majesty, that we will not serve your gods or worship the image of gold you have set up.”

    19 Then Nebuchadnezzar was furious with Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego, and his attitude toward them changed. He ordered the furnace heated seven times hotter than usual 20 and commanded some of the strongest soldiers in his army to tie up Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego and throw them into the blazing furnace.

    The king’s command was so urgent and the furnace so hot that the flames of the fire killed the soldiers who took up Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego, 23 and these three men, firmly tied, fell into the blazing furnace.

    24 Then King Nebuchadnezzar leaped to his feet in amazement and asked his advisers, “Weren’t there three men that we tied up and threw into the fire?”

    They replied, “Certainly, Your Majesty.”

    25 He said, “Look! I see four men walking around in the fire, unbound and unharmed, and the fourth looks like a son of the gods.”

    As I was meditating on this story, the Holy Spirit reminded me. No matter what furnace of fire we go through in life, we are not in the battle alone. There is a fourth person.

    Who is this fourth person?

    The bible records in Daniel chap 3 verse 28 that says 28 Then Nebuchadnezzar said, “Praise be to the God of Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego, who has sent his angel and rescued his servants! 

    In verse 25 it states 25 He said, “Look! I see four men walking around in the fire, unbound and unharmed, and the fourth looks like a son of the gods.”

    So, this shows there was something divine. There was a presence of God during this time when they were in the fire. The furnace was seven times hotter. But because of this fourth person, the three men of God were not touched by fire. I believe this person is the Holy Spirit himself.

    When we continue reading the passage, we find that at the end, King Nebuchadnezzar promoted Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego. He promoted them in the province of Babylon. The person who threatened them with the fire was the same person who promoted them. He realized there was something divine with them.

    Are you someone here going through some form of fiery furnace?

    I was just telling the Lord last weekend,” Abba I have so many needs around me. Give me the grace to do what is needed.”

    “I thought things were finally turning for the better, but yesterday I received news that shattered my spirit. I felt broken and cried out to the Lord, ‘Really, Lord? Is this truly happening?”

    But the image of the divine presence trailing through Shadrach,Meshach and Abednego reminded me I was not to be worried. Instead, continue magnifying the Lord because the presence of God is with me.

    Isaiah chap 43 :1

    But now, this is what the Lord says—
        he who created you, Jacob,
        he who formed you, Israel:
    “Do not fear, for I have redeemed you;
        I have summoned you by name; you are mine.

    “Each of us is living a story only we can tell—a story called life. Along this journey, we face storms and seasons that test our spirit, shaping us to rise with courage or, at times, pushing us to the edge of surrender.”

    I was comforted knowing there is a fourth in the story of the fiery furnace. I was comforted knowing I am not alone in this battle. The Holy Spirit is with me.

    Even when I was writing the note today, I told the Holy Spirit, I refuse to be mediocre. I pray that every step of my journey will give you back the glory. I asked the Holy Spirit to guide me through my next season of life.

    Then I hear the gentle voice of the Holy Spirit, reminding me.”Have you forgotten you are a Child of God? The presence of God rubs off on you. You don’t need to show them. The presence rubs off on you. Wherever you go, you bring the presence. Do not fear, I am with you, whispered the Holy Spirit.”

    I thank God for this divine encounter, even when I was writing this note.I am so grateful for His love upon me.

    If you are struggling in one way or another, remember this. There is something powerful you can do. Do the most powerful thing you can do. That is going to the Lord in prayer. He will not leave you nor forsake you.

    Say this today : ”I thank you Lord for the presence of the Holy Spirit in my life.”-R.J.JOHN

    Prayer for today: ”Abba Father, I thank you Lord, you are the Lord of my reader’s life. I surrender each one of them into your hands. Whatever struggles or challenges they are going through, You be glorified in their life. You are the fourth person in any fiery situation that they are going through in their life. I thank you, Lord, for miracles, deliverance, and full healing and restoration in any area of their life. All I ask and pray in Jesus’ name. Amen.

    Partnership: If you have been blessed with this note, I encourage my readers to share it with their loved ones. Please subscribe and keep me in prayer as I continue writing for the Lord. It is my desire to fulfill God’s call in my life. It is a journey of a dream. A journey dependent unto the Lord alone. Please contact me if you want to partner with me in bringing these writings to translate, publish, or edit. If you have a testimony after reading the note, please feel free to email me at r.j.john25@gmail.com

    If you have been moved to partner financially, feel free to invest in this journey of writing for the Kingdom. Not my writings.His writings. He is using me as a vessel to bring His writings to Judea, Samaria, and the earth’s ends.

    I am a simple girl from a small town with simple faith, wanting to do big for the Lord. I know with God on my side, nothing is impossible. Allow me to move to my next level of faith. If you believe in this dream, I invite you to partner financially with me. Thank you. God bless you.

    – R.J. John.

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    The Quick Sand

    Quicksand is a mixture of two phases of matter. They pack together to produce a surface that looks solid but collapses from weight or vibration.

    Have you imagined someone getting stuck in quicksand? There is no way out except there is a divine intervention. Even though you can’t sink all the way into quicksand, it’s a killer. Death can come in the form of suffocation, dehydration, hypothermia, predators, crush syndrome, or drowning from a river or incoming tide.

    A rescuer can’t simply pull a victim out of quicksand. Nonetheless, a person can help reduce the victim’s weight. A branch can also help. This makes it easier to work freely and float.

    Have you seen someone getting stuck in quicksand?

    I have. My loved one. I know it clearly. He is stuck in a situation. Slowly, he is getting suffocated. Only the Lord can do something about it.

    Today, my loved one came running to me asking for some form of assistance. I know he is in the quicksand. Not one or two years, but it has been close to 18 years plus. He has been sinking inside. I felt pity for him, but I could not do much except resort to the Lord.

    Most of the time, if I do not know what else to do, I focus on one thing. I focus on the thing I can do. I write unto the Lord because I know my Jesus is alive.

    I know deep down in my heart this gift of writing is a spiritual weapon I am using. This weapon helps me go against the spiritual darkness. Today, my loved one came running to me asking me,” What are we going to do to solve this problem. If we don’t find any immediate measure, the problem will get bigger. I sense a spirit of worry drowning us as a whole family. I walked away. Probably, I am walking away from responsibility.

    But, I told the Lord, ” I do not know what else to do. I am laying this whole matter unto you, Lord. I will do something more spiritual, I will write to you. You solve the problem for me, for us as a family. I am sick and tired of this mess. Let this mess turn into a message for your glory. My sincere wish is to have this whole story go back to you as a testimony.”

    The Holy Spirit led me to this image above, and I was grateful for the Word.

    Philippians chapter 4: 6-7

    6 Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. 7 And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

    I decided to switch off my worry mode and move in faith.

    Matthew 21:22 – And whatever you ask in prayer, you will receive, if you have faith.

    Luke 1:37 – For nothing will be impossible with God.

    Hebrews 11:6 – And without faith it is impossible to please him, for whoever would draw near to God must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who seek him.

    Are you all in a situation where you need the Lord to divinely intervene in your situation?

    Are you someone here who is sinking into quicksand, and you feel there is nobody to help you?

    Have you ever felt like the Egyptians are pursuing you, and there’s no way forward or back? You cry out for help, but instead of comfort, you’re met with voices that add to your fear and condemnation, pulling you deeper into despair. It feels as though you’re drowning — yet in that moment, only God can make a way where there seems to be no way.

    Do you feel lonely? Is there no Christian brother or sister capable of reaching out to you?

    Sometimes life is such. Whether we like it or not, we must turn to the Lord to solve anything in life. One thing I have learn in life. When there is a genuine need somewhere, nobody will go the extra mile to help. Only the Lord can do something.

    I see my loved one is drowning in the quicksand. Sadly, I am in the position of only watching him sink. But I decided to switch off my worry button and on my faith switch. I am even more disappointed when there is nobody around us who can lend us any practical help. Instead, they condemn us as a family.

    Words such as,

    ”You are not praying enough,”!

    ”The devil is at work in your family !”

    ”You can never solve this mess.There is no end to this .”

    ”It cannot be solved. You made a mistake. You must reap the mistake.”

    ”There is nothing we can do.”

    The list goes on and on. Slowly, these words of condemnation have crawled in, and we are silently crying unto the Lord.

    I chose to let go. But I decided to write unto the Lord because I have faith that my Lord will intervene.

    I started speaking to the situation.”In the mighty name of Jesus Christ, my loved one will be saved from this quicksand. Not by might ,not by power but by the Spirit of God.” ”Abba, send us someone. Let them give us a branch for my loved one to make the weight of this mess lighter. Abba, lift us out from this quicksand. Enough is enough. Do something, Abba. Be the Lord of our lives.I pray your name be glorified in this mess. In Jesus name I pray. Amen.

    Psalm 40 : 1-3

    “I waited patiently for the Lord; he turned to me and heard my cry.
    He lifted me out of the slimy pit, out of the mud and mire;
    He set my feet on a rock and gave me a firm place to stand.
    He put a new song in my mouth, a hymn of praise to our God.
    Many will see and fear the Lord and put their trust in him.” 

    Prayer for today: ” Abba, I thank you, Lord. You will victoriously lift up my loved one from this quicksand. Thank you for saving us as a family. I pray for divine intervention. In Jesus’ name. Amen

    Partnership: If you have been blessed with this note, I encourage my readers to share it with their loved ones. Please subscribe and keep me in prayer as I continue writing for the Lord. It is my desire to fulfill God’s call in my life. It is a journey of a dream. A journey dependent unto the Lord alone. Please contact me if you want to partner with me in bringing these writings to translate, publish, or edit. If you have a testimony after reading the note, please feel free to email me at r.j.john25@gmail.com

    If you have been moved to partner financially, feel free to invest in this journey of writing for the Kingdom. Not my writings.His writings. He is using me as a vessel to bring His writings to Judea, Samaria, and the earth’s ends.

    I am a simple girl from a small town with simple faith, wanting to do big for the Lord. I know with God on my side, nothing is impossible. Allow me to move to my next level of faith. If you believe in this dream, I invite you to partner financially with me . Thank you. God bless you.

    – R.J. John.

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