Why Me?

There was a prophecy given to me years ago that the Lord is bringing me into a place of leadership in healthcare. New position and promotion were the words released to me.

I remember battling many emotions within myself and asking the Lord. ”Why me, Lord. I am not capable of this. There are so many things that I do not know, and I was unsure how to be like other healthcare leaders. I battle much with fear and insecurities among top giants in my field. I actually stutter at times during my speech. I tend to forget certain details and feel less capable than the others. I gave the Lord all the reasons and excuses until the Holy Spirit had to nudge me; it is not for you. But it is for the Lord. ”

A few weeks ago, I was at a Christian conference. I remember clearly the Pastor sharing that there would always be someone in the family or generation to be the first.

First to get a degree.

First to go to school.

First to be debt-free.

First to be born again.

First to be financially free.

First, to start something.

There is special grace for the firstborn in the family. The Pastor reminded us of the importance of completing what is given unto our hands.

Yesterday was a big challenge. I learned a lesson about how to be calm to handle situations when things don’t favor you. I realize many times that we tend to make decisions based on our emotions, which may lead to wrong decisions that will affect the person, the family, and probably the organization.

The Holy Spirit reminded me His grace is sufficient. I told the Lord to use my weakness to glorify your Name. He reminded me that His presence would go before me.

I cried to the Lord, ”Do not bring me into a field if your presence doesn’t go before me, Lord.”

The Holy Spirit reminded me of this verse.

James chap 1: 5

”If any of you lacks wisdom, you should ask God who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to you.

Are you here who is probably handling some projects, and you may be in a leadership position?

You may have to deal with your team or organization, which requires leadership skills.

Jesus was the best leader example anyone can follow. The good news is that we can ask the Lord for wisdom.

Wisdom is a gift that is actually already in us. A wise man has told me before that the Spirit of Excellence is deeply rooted in your spirit because you are a Child of God. You have to just decide to walk in excellence.

Likewise, I would like to encourage all my readers today,” You are a Child of God. The spirit of excellence is deeply rooted in your spirit. Trust God and move forward.”

Say this today: ”Thank you, Lord, your grace is sufficient. I am excellent in every area of my life.R.J.JOHN

Prayer for today: ”Abba, I thank you, Lord, you are always with me. You have brought me through seasons of life. Thank you. It is a new phase in my life. As I move forward, I pray, Lord, Your presence goes before me.”Amen

Application :

1. Take practical steps into becoming the Leader the Lord wants you to be. Follow the voice of the Holy Spirit.

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